The weather outside is nice once again. It is no longer a raging inferno and has yet to transform into a decedent tundra. Despite the good weather I have not been much of a happy camper. I am mostly pretending my happiness.
Yesterday I was notified by the campus police department that my car's license plate had been stolen off my vehicle. I was not the only victim in the same parking lot so I probably safely assume they were taken so that some asshole could decorate their room with them. I probably could deal with this situation better if I didn't happen to have my bike attempted to be stolen and someone hit and running my car this semester as well. I honestly think I could punch the person who stole it. And I am never really an advocate for violence. It also makes the idea of transferring out of here sound more marvelous that it already has. I won't though. It would make my math credit non-existent and there are still some grand people here I would miss.
Apparently everyone has become a massive asshole this year. Well not everyone, but most people seem to have. Maybe there is something in the water that only effects some of the population. I would explain each example of people that have super changed since last year buuut I think I'll just avoid that. You can learn about a little from my roommate's journal about other assholes we know here [link] I will vent about Brendan though.
Brendan used to be a nice kid I thought, but this year he mostly irritates me. He seems to now have this strong conviction within himself that he must contradict everything I say no matter how insignificant my statement was. Now most days I can ignore this since I consider myself a rather passive person but yesterday he really irked me. I had already told him I am having a really bad day, and I'm sorry but I'm going to be a grumpy person. But he just continued on with his contradictory ways, I am not really sure if he really realized how upset I was. In fact when I told him someone stole my plate he just laughed. Anyway, in response to his ass-holery I just flipped him the bird so he would perhaps leave me alone and stop being an ass. But No. After class he got a hold of my umbrella out of the side of my backpack and refused to return it to me unless apologized for flipping him off earlier. So I attempted an apology, it still sounded most sarcastic in my head but he returned my umbrella. Then I had a little outburst how I hate this semester and hurried out of the lecture hall so no one would see me cry.
It was an awful cry, It didn't feel relieving it just made me feel worse. I felt very selfish for crying over how I was having an awful year and absolutely nothing is going near correctly. How my grades are mostly Cs, I am now close to a social outcast, I have never been more homesick in my life, people keep taking things from me be it bike wheels, license plates, or damaging my car without so much as an apology. I eventually calmed myself, mostly after being called by Steven. I think I just really could use a two week vacation from school so I could get away from this hell hole for awhile. Alas there is still 24 days till Thanksgiving break and that is only one week off. But hopefully that one week will allow me to finish the semester without completely frying my brain.
I hope I get swine flu. Then I'd get time off for a legit reason. Too bad I apparently have a good Immune system and I am not brave enough to start licking door handles.

Btw Thanks for the 4k views.